“monsters don’t sleep under your bed, they sleep inside your head.”
They think they’re treating an eating disorder even though I’m quite chilled eating. They’re wrong.
It’s just a horrible mess of emotions.
But let’s not duck about, now I have no control, I will find it in some fucking destructive ways. But I’m not fighting the weight gain because control is my issue, not so much weight.
BUT I DON’T WANT TO FUCKING GAIN WEIGHT. NONONONOO.